The moment you decided to leave me,
You changed everything,
My life, my beliefs, my love, everything,
Until that moment, I never realised how much I loved you.
But respectfully, I agreed, not bcoz I wanted to,
But bcoz I didn’t want to love a person who didn’t love me back,
You changed me in ways I never thought of,
And in ways I probably I never knew existed.
But now, a year later, the hole in my heart does yearn for you, loving you like crazy,
But it doesn’t want you to return, bcoz it is terrified to love you again,
And it doesn’t want to love anyone as much as I loved you, only to be broken again,
You changed me, and the new me doesn’t want you, bcoz it has a newfound peace it doesn’t want to be disturbed.